On the way to Festi for my Final Interview!
Post Interview: Mikel trippin on his reflection.No more Yaya na si Mikel..again.
The yaya na madamot heard us ni Mama Cay talking about her so she decided to leave na lang. Gave Yaya her sweldo for the 10 days she worked for us.
So now, I dunno if I would get a new Yaya or just do everything Myself again.
I need a Yaya pa naman for Sunday, April 27. Coz its my hubby's birthday and eveything was planned na, but I dunno how I can go out without a yaya :(
Maybe you guys know someone who wants to apply as a Yaya.
Or any of my friends willing to babysit for one night? Haha!
We went to Lemery, Batangas. Daddy's hometown! It was Tita Ruby's Wedding kasi. not in the mood to make kwento what happened, just check the pics HERE.
But this blog post isn't really about our trip to Lemery. It's about Yaya.
Ruby calles her -Yayang Madamot.
And she really is madamot with Mikel. Even sakin! When I say "I want to carry Mikel na" She really insist that I don't, siya na lang daw. Then magtatalo kaming dalawa. Isipin mo She'll argue with me pa dahil ayaw niyang i-carry ko si Mikel?! And I'm the Mom and I'm the one paying her ha! Buti sana if she does her job well. But No. She spoils lang my baby tas pinakakain always (which sige fine ok lang, but hindi niya pinapainom ng milk! sa isang araw eh mga 2 bottles lang of 6oz naiinom niya, and pag nasaakin yun) tas I am the one giving vitamins to my baby pa, and refilling the milk containers. When siya dapat mga yun and ako magalaga kay mikel. Pang sterilize lang siya at mga mabibigat na trabaho.
Speaking of Sterilize eh nung nagpunta kami lemery she forgot the bottle brush that I love there, and A newly opened 6liters of Wilkins! tas ang kalat niya I swear, I see Milk/Water Bottles na nakakalat around the house sa Lemery.
The only thing I like about having a yaya is naiiwan ko si Mikel at nakakalabas ako. Which tagal ko ng gusto before kasi I was stuck lang sa house everyday dati. And I also get to sleep in if I want to. Si Mikel kasi early riser yan sometimes, pero other times hindi naman, iba iba talaga kasi.
Anyway, My mom made sumbong kanina na when Yaya had to get a bib here sa 2nd floor (karga niya si Mikel) so my mum offered to get mikel from here muna while she gets the bib. Aba! Ayaw daw! as in sinigawan pa ng mom ko para lang ibigay sa kanya. What is that? kung ako nga hindi madamot sa pagkarga ng iba tas ang yaya pa ang magdadamot?! This is insane! Ganito ba talaga lahat ng yaya? Or Malas lang ako.
Hindi naman kasi ako yung type na nagagalit. Although and daming beses ko na siyang napagalitan, I just don't think na nakakatakot kasi ako magalit kaya hindi siya sumusunod sakin. I don't know what to do. I just finished pa naman editing my resume, apply na sana ako work rin kasi, then this happened. So parang ayaw ko naman iiwan si Mikel sa Madamot na yaya ko. Fear ko is baka super attached na ni yaya kay Mikel eh nakawin na lang niya one day. Haha praning ba? Si Hubby rin praning din, ayaw niyang iiwan si Mikel kay yaya tas tulog ako or aalis ako tas walang ibang tao sa house.
Now My question ulit... Lahat ba ng Yaya ganito? or karamihan ba ng yaya ganito? Should I still stick with her and pagsabihan lang ulit? or palit ng yaya? or no yaya na lang muna? Really appreciate comments sana. TIA!
Just got back from our Pansol trip with Manny's Team mates. (well kanina pa mga 3pm kami dumating but now lang umalis si Manny, so now lang nakacomputer).
Had Fun. I hope Mikel had fun rin. Yaya Inday was with us so she could take care of Mikel and I could enjoy naman myself and get to mingle with Manny's officemates.
Actually, at first I wasn't sure with Yaya Inday because she seems to love carrying Mikel too much. Aba! Ayaw nang ibalik sakin!! As in I had to beg her to give Mikel to me na (well not really beg but really insist). And when I'm asking Mikel to come to me (like when he's crawling), Yaya Inday would also ask him to come to her at that very same time (parang nakikipagkompitensya!) Although she was a big help talaga when we were in Pansol kasi had time naman for myself.
I'm giving her a month to prove herself. Bigyan ko na lang ng benefit of the doubt na baka nangangapa pa siya sakin and di pa niya alam kung ano mga gusto ko. which I'm trying to tell her naman.
There was a time wen I wanted a Yaya for Mikel. It was because nakakabaliw naman to be with Mikel lang 24/7 and not talk to anyone else except si Manny pag nagpupunta siya and people here at home. I thought na ok rin so I could find a job para naman makameet ako ng mga tao, and hindi ako mabobo lang dito. But these past few days I actually enjoyed being a Mom to Mikel. As in hindi ko na inisip na mag -yaya, actually ayoko na. Ako na lang. Kaya ko naman kasi and mas better na ako mag-alaga talaga kay Mikel. But things happen here at home nahirapan na sila mama financially so they keep on insisting that I get work. Parang ayoko kasi I've grown to love being a Stay-at-Home mom (which I never thought I would like before). Nakahanap si Mama ng Yaya for us ni Mikel (later ng 4pm ang interview). I don't know what to feel. Naiiyak ako thinking na I wouldn't be with Mikel lagi na, naiiyak ako na baka di na kami maging ganun kaclose ni Mikel. But I know I have to do this. I Hate this feeling. Bat pa kami now na kung kelan mas gusto ko na dito na lang ako kay Mikel. Sana the Yaya came A month ago siguro when I was depressed and I needed support with Mikel baka mas madali sana. Dati tamad na tamad ako i-practice si Mikel to walk, etc. now I would happily give up what I'm doing just so Mikel would be happy and practicing.
Sorry for the Rant, Really needed to get this off my chest.
